Think Pink

Malam ini kasih teringat aku pada mu
Seakan kau hadir di sisi menemani ku
Ku yakin kan diri agar tiada sepi
Ku lewat kau hadir di dalam mimipi ku

Seandainya mungkin ku mampu terbang ke awan
Detik ini juga ku akan melayang ke sana
Kan ku bawa pulang
Dirimu yang selalu ku sayang
Bersama berdua kita bahagia

Kasih dengarlah hatiku berkata
Aku cinta kepada dirimu sayang
Kasih percayalah kepada diriku
Hidup matiku hanya untuk mu

There will always a reason for me to start writing. This blog was created as a place to express my feelings towards something. When I first decides to create this blog, I thought it could be the right place for me to meluah perasaan without wanting no one to know. I write what I want and what I feel. At that particular moment, I was having some kind of weird feelings for someone. Someone that is someone’s else. Someone that I already know since I was sixteen. Someone that I love the most until the last of my breath. I never realized my feelings towards her until there’s one moment I almost lose her. That is when she started to have a relationship with someone else. Which makes me have this weird feelings, that I know I can’t live without her, I always want her to be by my side. And that is the reason why I started this blog, because of her.

Time passed by, and I just go with the flow. I live my life mcm biase. Still friends with her, but I always tried to create a gap between us, with hope the weird feelings will justfade away. But I was wrong, the feelings just went stronger without I knowing it. Lucky for me at that time, she felt the same way too and we’re getting closer. Few months later, she broke-up with her partner to be with me. And now this is what I called, what you give you get back.

The worst part of my feelings then was left behind. I’m having the most wonderful time with her. A feeling that I can’t describe. The best, at least for me. I wrote most of my moments with her here, just afraid that I unintendedly will forget them in future. I wrote from the very crappy things to the most memorable one. And still, she is the reason I write.

Yesterday, I’ve thought of terminating this blog. Because I feel like I’m losing most of my strength, the reason to write. But, the memory is just too precious for me to just let it go. Because I know, only the memories will never left me. And yes, the reason is still the same. HER.

Tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air

If I should die before I wake
It’s ’cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Ohh

I’m here alone, didn’t wanna leave
My heart won’t move, it’s incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand

But how do you expect me
To live alone with just me
‘Cause my world revolves around you
It’s so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air
Can’t live, can’t breathe with no air
It’s how I feel whenever you ain’t there
It’s no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain’t here, I just can’t breathe
It’s no air, no air

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There’s no gravity to hold me down for real

But somehow I’m still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don’t know how, but I don’t even care

Tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air
Can’t live, can’t breathe with no air
It’s how I feel whenever you ain’t there
No breathing (No breathing)
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain’t here, I just can’t breathe
It’s no air, no air

p/s: Lagu yg buat I teringat mase dekat PD..

I’ve received my two parcels(one actually,another one was delivered straight to Beau’s house) within this week. Definitely a great bargain. Thanx to Miu and Hayati Murni . Will update the picture soon.

*edited

*The Shoes*

*The Fragrance for me and Beau*

*The Corner of my Room*

Last week was quite a hectic one. The convocation is less than 1 month yet I don’t have anything to wear. It’s quite difficult for me to apply for leave as I’m the one doing everything in the office. Must find time for shop-shop this coming weekend. *fingers crossed*